Final Blocks – External and Internal

Matrix 5 Excerpt 

One person commented, in a question, on the loneliness he experiences as he increases his withdrawal from the Game. Loneliness is ONE of the signs that you are headed in the right direction on your path to spiraling out of the Game.

In the section about 'Which path will you choose - Smooth or Rocky', I described both types of paths. As you near the end of the Rocky Road and the rocks (obstacles) are fewer and fewer, you find yourself with hardly anyone who wishes to be in your company. The phone rarely rings and you discover you do almost everything on your own. This is due to people, of a lower incarnational level than you, wanting to play the Game AND they see you have become so independent that they are uncomfortable around you. This discomfort is not only that you won't conform to the group, but also that your vibration has risen to where they just don't want to associate with you or keep meetings to a minimum.

The isolation comes after a lengthy (depending on your situation) interaction of relatives, friends, co-workers, etc doing/saying whatever they can to drag you back into the Game. It can be difficult to pass these trials. Tears DO flow. If people like you for how you conform to their narrow standards, they never really liked you.

If you continually stick to your spiraling guns, these people eventually fade even if some never give up on trying to drag you back. In your now very advancing state, it's time to connect with your Higher Self even more. Ask shim, "What's next for me? Lead me to what I need to know, to experience or to whom I need to meet'. You must put complete faith in your Higher Self. This is just the opposite of what society teaches - external salvation vs. internal salvation.

The loneliness is a test of your resolve. How much do you really want to progress and leave the Game? The rewards are spectacular but the conviction to reach the goal of End Game must be adhered to.

External blocks - family, friends, co-workers, etc - are one problem, however internal blocks (DNA commands/immature spirit) are another matter. These DNA commands, placed in Earth humans by alien genetic scientists, are discussed elsewhere in these writings. The Final Incarnation must overcome these blocks, at least all major DNA commands, to finally depart the Game. 

The First Law of the Universe will not be denied in the higher densities. The Final Incarnation will learn that breeding, heterosexuality (‘I can only consider a person by their gender’) and more, are artificial and deny the spirit. As a Final Incarnation, these awakenings are NOT forced. Realization unfolds to the Final Incarnation as the Higher Self expands and deepens shim's connection to the incarnation. Yes, questions (internal) DO come up. The body's DNA commands don't just switch themselves off. The commands will flood your mind with ‘reasons why’ you should drop your desire to spiral out and rather how your should ‘find the opposite gender, breed and conform’. What will your family think? What will your friends think? And so on ... conform! [Ed.- The First Law of the Universe is the Law of Attraction, like attracts like. See the back of the book for more.]

If the spirit is not mature enough, shim will cave in to these lies, although shim will eventually succeed in the Final Incarnation. The DNA commands will try and convince you to go back to sleep. This can work in ANY incarnation EXCEPT an AWAKENED Final Incarnation. You wouldn't be a Final Incarnation if you didn't have the spiritual ability to subdue the prime DNA commands! Again, go to your Higher Self to draw the strength you need. At this stage, you most likely would like to connect with another Final Incarnation to discuss matters with, but the optimum remains your Higher Self for ALL matters pertaining to you.